ಮನ್ನಿಸಿ !! Apologies!! It not about how often we fight. Its all about How fast i get at you again.

 Its not the first time i am asking you sorry. i hope this is the last time. People used to say we will get to know the value of a thing or a person only when we lose that person but here i am happy that i gotta know before that extreme phenomenon to happen. You are the very kind & genuine person. Its a great felony to hurt you or even to think to hurt. Sorry, Its all because of the anger i posses. I wish i will keep it away and the ego i have brought from past years with me. 

Literally anger is like an electricity, if we pass it by controlling through conductor we can get the light or else we will be illuminated by light on far sight. Thats all. I know i am repeating it. Please ..

I owe you an apology for my behavior over the past few days,... Those few days will never repeat again.

What does a real Men like in a Girl ??!!

 What does a real Men like in a Girl ??!!, Its a nice question, in fact a most and hot topic with some of my friends who are girls. Before going to that lets see who are Real Men ? Real men are those who are go getters, Angry birds with great valor, Hard hearted towards most of the people. You may wonder, r these qualities of real men ?? of course yes, By nature being a man you should have strong heart, At least little anger to an extent to handle this society . He should not compromise with all the things and very important point is he should be an hard worker which ever field he is passionate about. As a reward for a real men Responsibility is a crown on his head.

 When ever we go outside like malls, PVRs, We may surprise to see that mis matching couple often with height, color, dressing and many more. Have you ever wondered y ?? here i will gonna tell the answer.

Most of the boys usually gauge a girl by her Shape, looking at her bosom size, is she a Callipygian..??so on..  Remember here we are discussing about men, not teenagers. Teenagers often on attraction. They r curious to explore what they will be heading into some day in future.

Being a Real men i will gotta tell what a real men like in a girl.

• Its the EYES, Your eyes baby!! You gotta take care of your eyes, Put kajol. If your boy u r heading into is a posh, Do eyebrow design or what ever girly stuff to make it attractive. Because if someone is stuck because of your eyes means, Sure the feelings about you he has got will stop above his heart only ( does not ends in a day by thinking sexually ) !! Eyes are very precious for a girl. No matter if you wear glasses. A real boy search for your eyes, the  feelings you express through it. I am lucky i have got an angel. her eyes are so damn good. she kills me just by looking at me.
• Here comes the Lips, not Hips always! Put lipstick. Just follow the protocol for a day or two. i bet he will surely try to get your attention just to look them often. Lips r everything its like drug for a boy to fall behind u. you can just blow off the tip of his feelings reservoir just by making your lips more attractive. My girl has got so pretty lips, i wish to take care of them one day. She is mind blowingly fantastic, the prettiest angel i have ever seen and she is my angel. Love u baby n miss u.
• Next one is obviously her Voice, please talk to your boy with low voice if you have not got sweet voice. Even you have got a rough voice if you make it with low pitch it is enough to grab his attention. How it works its like if a thing is not hot, then it may turn cool in the same way. Voice may push a real boy to get into romantic mood often he listen to some music, that romantic scenes he encounter when ever he watches movies. Her voice drags me all the time, i quarreled with her many times even on yesterday because i dont wanna miss to hear her voice more. it is so sweet i just cant miss to hear, Will write on my girl tomorrow, damn definitely i will gonna write!!  

 These are the 3 protocols a girl need to follow to grab the attention of that guy u r upto, Just follow these things for 2 days then third day he will be behind you after again come here and give a thumbs up. To determine is he a romantic ?? what you gonna do ? Try to know does he likes flowers?(any kind in general), if the answer is yes.. Damn you got that one romantic ! If he is ferocious , thats right what you are thinking about him inside the bed room too.  this is it . To stop a giant elephant in a circus u need tiny thread. This works just like that, to hold a boy on to you .. follow above three protocols. He is there for you waiting irrespective of your size, color, shape .. what so ever..

All are created by God, So be careful when u r dealing with any.

Most of the times i wonder, People grade themselves by comparing them with others. i wonder why that strait comes to a person to gauge himself over others to get to know his position, character or behavior in this society, Which is a very bad phenomenon and if you r used to it. You r done. you can not overcome the bad times. May be few times you can take it as a challenge and grow up in that ladder. Most of the times you can not climb up because to climb the ladder you need inner strength not the jealousy or anger.

 Lets consider few in my friends circle. I have 3 buddies. One of them is very good in photo shop, He can click, edit, make a movie like a professional. One more is very talented Being a civil engineer he knows hell lot about soft wares, how to debug, how to run a program on a simple survey and many. and one more is very interested in politics, he can tell which govt was their on 1973 with how many seats, and states which were running under which governments. Unfortunately all are civil engineers. If these 3 compare themselves with each other on a civil engineer scale what is the point??  it is like putting a tiger, lion & cheetha for a swimming race and gauge heir strength. This is not the field where we can gauge their talent. 

 In our country with 126cr ppl if at all we are not having highly talented people is just because of this phenomenon. 99% people are not in their field of interest. they think simply living and dying is enough. it is not life. You r special thats y u born as a human. Think for a minute, Elephant cub will become elephant with same strength, lion cub will be lion with same valour by birth. Why don't sachin tendulkar kid became sachin with same world records?? why don't a great weight lifter son become one with same strength by birth??

their lies the truth, We are all created by god. Each and every indivisual has a gift of mind, where you can gain elephant strength, you can get lion valour the main switch for all these is your mind you gotta mould it the way you wish. Time * determination * perceiverance = Unstoppable Results. U should sit and need to a start thats it!!

Your "Yenu Illa" is hurting too Deep inside the heart.

I found it odd, when ever people who have been friends (person A & B) for nearly an year and if  person B says i have nothing to share, What !!! May be their lies someThing inside but what makes that person B to say "nothing" always. Primarily it is a fault of person A.

  Consider two dogs, if they stay together for two days they spend time together, they enjoy each others company. Even the birds take crow even they are not friends whenever one crow finds something it will call all crows and make them eat. when animals and birds expresses them selves when they stay together for few days. What makes person B to say "nothing" always?, probably it is lack of trust, belongness and he whole onus is on person A, He should no have asked her talk or he should have made her talk to him closely after nearly an year.

There are many kinds of people around the world, few restrain them self and not to open to others, they r care full, meticulous by birth. this kind of people will express them self if you stay for a month or so. One more kind, these people consider other person are from different planets literally. for example: a south indian with a north east, here both could not do anything with one side expression.

Other kind is the so called celebraties, they will be having lot of fans whom they got recently ( not from birth, from past few years).. if they have got by birth they don neglect other person opinion nor they ignore their feelings. They think they have lot followers and will keep on stamping the good hearts down like mad elephant. Here person A could not do anything until person B is alright.

What if person A is only bad natured & having lot of bad back ground, here if the person B is not talking/expressing has meaning in it.

In the real case, if the person A is bad, person B should have left him before only. if person B is still in contact menas person A is good. Then y B is behaving like that? Why B does not express belonging ness with person A ?? Does B things A is too low profiled, just b/c A is approached B ?? what if A thinks B is on Time pass?? how much pain and hurting does A needs to bear just because of the intentional silence of B. Person B why r u hurting person A?? If u r been with for 6-7 months means there is no fault in even giving up your silence. Silence in any relationship is a poison.  Speak out .. express yourself .. before person A get adjusted to your intentional / aquired silence and stop expressing it self for he relationship sake.

Depression !!

   I am not getting  how to come out of depression nor i knew how worst the depression would be, i am not getting why it is happening to me.What is happening to me? i feel like i am doomed, pushed in to some dark place where i can see nothing. i have become moody, angry bird, lazy & quarrelsome literally. Why so ?? I feel happy only when i talk to a girl. The rest of the time my mind will be pushed inside the earth's core.

 i feel not to eat anything, so lazy to move even a bit to switch on the fan and these things are not continuous. They are frequent. I have been trying to hold my mind under control by meditating and still i am trying. i dunno when i will get success.